Friday, March 16, 2007 . 5:48 PM
heading to the UK very soonrealise im starting to panic like i always do . i feel that im dying cause im have to go UK, resign, go NIE . where is my life going to? hell i tell you
i email my sis hoping i could stay on while my mum heads back sg
i realise too how i seriously CANNOT LIVE in sg anymore... i need to get out to live
i see my path in life as out of the country. how ironic keeping in mind im about to sign my life over to gov service as a civil servant soon. i KNOW how weird i must sound.
keeping this in mind i actually made a desperate attempt to stay in UK longer like a month? but i think its not worth it cause of the last minute cancellation of stuff. hmm... so i've decided to trudge my butt back to sg on the date sitpulated then fly AGIAN. where to ? ha i can only imagine. not sg. thats it.
i called up some tour agencies.
i felt old doing that. vaguely firmilar.
but i feel completely different cause now i have a NEW REASON. and i think i should be glad.
[HEADMUSIC]:misery by the moffats
