i feel ashamed.

lately i have been kinda down. i thought things were going so wrong especially with the whole lousy misunderstanding, the horrid rumours, my sis leaving for UK, me being stressed and tired at work, my lifeless life. i am ashames cause i did what most people do: they think the world is crumbling and their lives are failing them. i felt depressed and pathetic.but thinking back i realised that through all these mini pains that my friends were there for me, that i had them to talk to while i knit. that they came and lighten this load. to the knights of the round table - i want to say thank you.

now i look ard me so many horrid things have been going wrong for the people that i care most about

(due to the sensitive nature i shall speak ever more so vaguely) problems ranging from family problems, exams, relationships falling apart.. i now see how lucky i am . that the sadness i though i was worse off for is actually nothing in comparision. stupid me.

so guys, you know who you are. i just want to say im sorry for all the bad stuff that is going on in your lives. hang in there! there will be better days=) lets all be survivors of our own lives

[HEADMUSIC]: thank you by dido