Monday, August 14, 2006 . 1:09 PM
::I want you to know it's a little fucked up,That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...::
in pain now
i sprained my back. old injury back agian. horrid cause i feel slightly like some invalid in my semi-paralysis. *sigh
no one is home now
mom took the maid and uncle d to the new house. cleaning up the place and left me and crystal here. crystal looks bit sad the house is kinda empty. leo is coming over later after her lunch with her mom. didnt want to leave crystal home alone we plan to walk crystal to town with us. realise crystal has never been home alone. didn't want her to cry like what bobbi use to do..hmmm .. my stupid back hurts but i think i rather brave the walk then let her start crying
most days starting this week will be days off work
but i'll prolly be glued at home or at the new place. pack up is madness. yesterday i picked out a box full of clothes i don't want.
i never thought cleaning out my closet could be sentimental .. but ya know what?
it is.
really
think im compulsive
i realised that i actually clothes hoard (big surprise there huhh ..-_-")
felt sad looking back at old clothes i foound stashed away. like those "ah lian" day clothes, small size shirts which i could actually fit in 1000000000000000000 years back, baggy jeans i use to wear while bumming in town from secondary school days. o man .. sad im selling / giving them away.
im being silly
[headmusic]:where'd you go by fort minor
[thoughts]: i'd rather walk through the rain with you, than to walk in the sunshine alone
