Saturday, August 05, 2006 . 1:43 AM
things that scare you on the 7th month:was walking crystal this wednesday.
the usual route. the night was clam. kinda rainy look and the streets were clear.not bad a walk i say.
so we walked to the usual dead end and turned around.
suddenly i saw this old lady:
hunched backed holding a walking stick in the hand, hair all bunned up. kinda remind me of the hunch back of notre dame. i was nice. i kept my peace and simply walked toward her on the opposite side heading towards home.
funny thing was..
the usually friendly crystal looked at her and stared and stopped walking
"crystal nooo..! don't bother the lady!" i thought she was going to charge at her
the old woman stopped dead in her track and stared at crystal.
crystal ran to my left side aways from the woman and started walking away very quickly.
i never saw a woman stare so hard at crystal before.
i never saw crystal stare and stop in her tracks after seeing anyone that abruptly.
i told myself keep walking.
"crystal its not nice to distarb the lady okie? lets go"
crystal made tracks ...
so did i. i don't know why .. i quickly stuffled past the old woman and her walking stick.
only when i walked past i quicken my pace.
only then i heard the "shhff .. stfff" sound of her walking stick behind me ..
then only when i heard it suddenly the silence scared me, i hurried even faster.
at the top of the hill i was so so tempted to turn around.
i didn't .
i didn't want to know.
i think crystal neither. she ran home.
trust me. i really really don't want to know.
ps: i never ever in 20 years staying in goldhill saw that woman before. to think i thought i saw everyone ..
regards to today
went for tution where that silly girl mabel fell fast asleep and i was sorta locked out of her house. shouted for her like mad then went downstairs and sat with the maids till she rang me back. yups completed tution then headed to yio chu kang for work. no not for chantel. its been awhile i freelanced so i did help out this club for their anniversary. didnt really want to but felt bad if i rejected.
got home ard 1am.
oh i was given free durians. how funny. just one packet thought. very nice! ate some just now but shall give the rest to my mum of something. kinda tired...
maybe cause yester went ktv with mr neoy !
sang like mad. shouted a few songs. met him for dinner after dance and we went to sing till 4 am.i remember the last time i went ktv..feels so distant suddenly. doesn't matter anymore does it?
i realised listening to song like :
feng by jay chou, kiss you goodnight by wang li hom, shan hu hai by jay chou makes me sad even thought im at a ktv . horrid. stupid me. this is an old feeling. i forgot to thrash it
i am sad really i am
i wish i wasn't
i forgot how not to be
[headmusic]: somebody by depche mode
[thoughts]: i remember once telling you how i could not find a good reason to stay here.
