Wednesday, June 07, 2006 . 3:22 PM
it's a rule of thumb.never make someone your everything.
after so long i thought i actually spilled as much blood as i could
trying to talk everything out. the best and the worse. i seriously don't believe i left anything out but you fucked up. you didn't listen
thanks.
its times like these i feel like an outsider looking on on my own life.
floating without control. so say you want you want to hear.
and to some bitches who just have nothing nice to say:
erm... what's your name again ??
{another secret rule of thumb
you can trust a scorpio words when you finally realise their heart is breaking}
you should have believed me when i said cleared everything and everything else.
it only hurts when you just don't.
you should believe when i say i am there. cause everyone else doesn't matter anymore to me.
yet you don't see.
all you see is "scandelous" wish i had earned some trust .
SSF WAS TIRING
during the debreifing session i wished i could say "ehhh instead of 2 sessions of hype there was 6 sessions of chaos. i think we are all tired." but nahhhh didn't say. how guai of me :)
miss apple li was nice and came down with jo to sa hi
that woman brought me nuggets and watermelon juice! thanx a mill !!!!!! at least someone was feeding me. haa. but seriously it was sweet. then me and apple headed off to party. erm it wasn't much of a party but yeah whatever.
list of peeps i saw:
~ann
~miss a
~ren ai aka nikk
~carol
~suilin and partner
~adeline's ex
~monica and sis
most were all glimpses of them and quick chat. thats about it.
miss ren ai was telling about her new found love and about her breakup. sounds a bit ironic. hmmm.. anyways, gdluck im sure everything will be fine. JUST BE SINCERE yeah? jia you
okie... sorry about the seriousness of the front bit. just that nixx's msn kinda set me off.ha.. that nut. kays sorry to go ballistic on ya guys. taaaaa... gotta go crumpler and cine.
those passing through you can catch me and dylan @ cinelesuire hosting from 6-8pm. i hope i keep my vulgarities down to me myself anf mr dylan. NOT the entire of cineles. haaaa... **keeps fingers crossed
[headmusic]: i am not what you want by cat power
[thought]: sore throat! who's gonna tc of me ?!
