Friday, May 19, 2006 . 2:44 PM
finally got my hands on the da vinci code!GOODIE FOR ME
been waking and sleeping.
just rang miss ang regarding swimming she cancelled and left me to sleep. i wound up waking up. damn.
tonight there's tution and plans for either a movie or ktv
still indecisive.just wanna read really..
yesterday was rather strange
went for a job interview dunno why and landed myself a job as fashion advisor (NOT SALES GIRL PLS HOR) to phuture london the clothing store.
at the same time that night i went to work the manging director of www.fuyu.com (search sg) offered me a job in their sales and marketing dept. they were into electrical stuff, plastic moulding super techi stuff. o man. told me to send him an email today about what i thought about his offer.
i am putting both offers ON HOLD
perphaps i am overwhelmed by the prospects of being tied down so fast.. everyone who knows me better knows how i hate that. *frowns.. but it is a DECENT living.priorities priorities... hmmmm
its been bugging me all night.
shall think about it. phuture london's owner rang me up just now asking me why did i put the job on hold. she hopes i reconsider taking up the job.
i feel both honored and yet there's this alarm bells screaming at me with the amount of commitment. so i am asking myself again and agian : "do i really wanna do this?"
this horror question always bugs me when i start getting skeptical about what the hell i am doing ..
EMILY DICKENSON
Part Four: Time and EternityXXXIII
WHEN I was small, a woman died.
To-day her only boy
Went up from the Potomac,
His face all victory,
To look at her; how slowly
5
The seasons must have turned
Till bullets clipt an angle,
And he passed quickly round!
If pride shall be in Paradise
I never can decide;
10
Of their imperial conduct,
No person testified.
But proud in apparition,
That woman and her boy
Pass back and forth before my brain,
15
As ever in the sky.
[headmusic]: superwoman by cao zhe
[quote]: what the hell am i doing ?
