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Sunday, May 21, 2006 . 4:26 AM

handing me your plate full of half-eaten problems

i start pondering about my own
like
why am i afraid when i have jumped heights many a time
why i tend to hold the kitchen knife so dangerously close to my breast
why fire burns not infront of mine eyes but within the heart
why i get tired easily of being the one and no one's only
why i feel falling down is always an easier alternative
why i wake up thinking of drowning when i am always on land
why i hope you would help me tie my shoeslaces when i have none

why i..
am
just
i

this is my own
plate full of pain.

i keep mine locked away
so should you.

[headmusic]: long juan feng by jay chou

welcome to D-day.
day1: arrival of crystal due 11am.