Tuesday, May 23, 2006 . 4:50 PM
sometimes the truth stinksbut i still tell it like it is
knowing it may be the singulary worse thing i could say to you yet i'll just plod on and say it. think the worse part is when you are still in disbelief even after everything.perphaps you should just try understanding me for me and then decide if you want me.
when we talk i realise how much i wish to say to you
perphaps to make you understand certain things. yet seemingly i tend to falter and say the wrong things. i tend to lose my words and at times even my voice.im still trying to work on the thing i lack- courage. to think i use to be so afraid
TOP 3 STUFFS ON MY GOLDEN WISH LIST:
~digital camera
~mp3/4 player
~... and erm (the rest aint very useful cause its all assesories) ..hmm.. driver license sponsorship! hah!
TOP 3 STUFFS ON MY BRONZE WISH LIST :
~genuine l.o.v.e
~intellectual conversation
~you being here with me
all that glitters is not gold
sometimes even the smallest things are the most meaningful. but then agian ..
sometimes the last thing you want comes first
and the first thing you want never comes
and waiting is all you can do
[headmusic]: the winter sonata theme song (dammit .. my whole family keeps watching ! driving me nuts! -_-" )
