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Friday, March 03, 2006 . 4:48 PM

quick recap of the past few days :

-lotsa school stuff. midterms and lit presentation finally done.so god damn tired
-less then 10hrs of sleep all thru the week i think
-dinner with nelly and adeline at chinatown which was darn filling. that day couldnt get a cab how annoying!

okieeee... where do i start

yesterday was a strange day
had my presentation which i think i so definately screwed up
teddy heard his friend say sumthing about " the next presenter .. does not look promising.." o man. so dui lian. but i guess i deserved it. it was a boring presentation. cus i was not the one who set the topic. hmmm... i should. think i'd do tons better. humph. and while presenting i saw this girl the one who i thought was called geraldine from my previous 19th century class. great. only she and apple would know why.

then i had some free time and headed to the lib
i found mr loh at the usual place and chatted abit. think im being weird cause after so long awhile i actually talked to him. and he helped me out *amazed* with my geog essay stuff.i was happy to see that ediot after all this time. i must be going mad.

got scolded and teased by both dylan and amin regarding the whole issues of the palestine-israel conflict. but thanx to both of them i UNDERSTAND NOW. once again, thanks guys for the help !
i feel more confident now :)

left sch with mr neo then headed town
jessica's bday at tony romas. yum
ate like 6 ribs, 2 cheeze sticks, 2 potato skins and was so full.
was talking to jonathan while the usual 4 took their photos. we both were laughing about how exculded we both were but use to it.

ah rong and co. did a sweet thing for ke ai
they made this photo album thingy for her. i was pretty touched by their efforts. i was also horrified by some of the pics.sighs.. we were all soooooooooooooooooooooo much skinnier then. o man i was like 48kg? great. where is that diet plan of mine?

went to a very very nice place after the din
shant say where. its called V.B. i'll only give the intials.
played games where kenny (jess bf) was even slower than her! (that means ultra slow.hee) then ah rong was very funny too. for once her hai dai was not so extreme. oh and i actually won the hai dai challenge!

all through out i was dead tired
the 2 redcows were running out of my system.so i was losing steam
really wanted to be there for the bday but failed to rise much to the occasion. was amused by all and full from food. tired overall

heard about the sms of how hao wanted to meet up at holland v of all places!
dunno whats with holland v.

never went there so many times in my entire life as i had within the past few wks.
strange.

pei wanted to meet her friends hao and raymond
so i met teddy
realised everywhere was freaking close so we simply sat around drank and go mad.

think the 5 of us were pretty mad
new games which teddy intro-ed involving "the thumb master" absolutely killed me
wahhhh.. can die. i drew an ace and wound up sitting besides uncles who were talking politics. so dui lian..

got upset when i saw this dog which this nut raymond chased away
i couldnt help it
it looked very sad and think it was pretty old and not well.
limping and without much of a tail.

perphaps it was the limp. perphaps cause of the way the dog looked at me and slept while i pat it. perphaps ...
but it made me feel all upset agian over bob

so while the games continued i was sitting with the dog by the grass patch
feeling all shitty all over agian.
i really miss him
i didnt play anymore after that. was upset and my only 1 hours of sleep time the night before finally hit me. i fell aslp by the table

now its the next day
i woke up laughing thinking about yesterday.
there is still some part of me that's upset over bob. residue which will last forever. i hate the word "forever" but this is true. genuine. and forever

[headmusic]: give me one reason by tracy chapman
[quote of the day]: words are but words