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Tuesday, February 14, 2006 . 2:57 AM

strange that this day seems to always slide past me
illusion or some huge black hole in time which i can't quite recall how i spend my days and years

this time im being guai
and yes, everyone who has heard about me involved in the RP launch is inpressed that i have suddenly become so "involved" with school stuff. i guess since it the last sem what the hey.those who know me better raise their eyebrow. have i really slacked that much?

but i feel good about myself now-trying hard.harder
fallen sick since 2 weeks back and it accumilated to my mini asthma attack yester. erm well the day before. can't breathe today while walking back to the studio at the end of the day.dylan rang and i was panting away trying to breathe slowly.*sighs i wish i was healthier. better then those old jc days i guess. but i think asthma coming back agian is never a good sign. can't imagine having to use that stupid oxygen mask thing agian. very very uncool

hate hospitals
i feel myself fallin apart
wheezing while i sleep and keep waking feeling uncomfortable.thank god it wasn't like last time when the wheezing lasted both day and night. this time it is only when i sleep. can't imagine how i'd last thru launch.

for those who don't know..
radio pulze is launching tomolo at the nus arts forum from 11.30pm- 2pm (show support and come) i hope everything will go smooth. think everyone is all stressed out.

headed to holland v after the rehearsal
everyone piled in the bus. nic, dao wei (finally saw him), shamsul, teddy and me
so sleepy then

note : was at the coldstorage for the second time with teddy.
i must seriously make it a point to finally get to essential brew. either that or i'll drag his butt there with me when he finally has time :)

k sleepy. finished typing the list for aisha
nites world. i owe a poem.its been a while