Sunday, February 26, 2006 . 10:58 PM
obscurely through my brainlike shadows dim
sweep awful thoughts rapid and
thick. i feel
faint, like mingled in entwining
love;
yet 'tis not pleasure.
(prometheus unbound, shelley)
okie lemme think
tomorrow there is midterm
how tiring. but how can i say i am tired now. what have i done really ? this is how much i have tried. haix. i seriously don't impress myself.
yesterday went to wala wala
goodness i really am like some mountain turtle. i dunno these sorta places. anyway went there with the group. was shocked to see kenny and jon ma there. darryn with his gf. ha. jon was like " i know you ... but ur in lit meh?" my god soooooo wanted to murder him there and then.
teddy joined us abit later
felt abit strange at first cause everyone didnt really talk much. but at the end of the night i think i was kinda amused cause the guys were really bonding in some strange weird way. kenny went to pee in the darn bushes right at center point. bloody arse how shameless.
had problem getting into rouge later in the night cause of jeremy's slippers
eventually squeezed our way in.. horror drinking with shots.
but when i think of rouge now ... funny .. erm.. i wanna laugh .. hah ..
ok more serious stuff
was kinda sad marilyn had to go. as ke ai says " they probably went to have hot sex" ha. quite funny. i hope she ain't too sad over leaving him here. sighz. i totally understand. haix. cheer up mari :) im sure tessa and sam will tc of you
fell dead aslp in my jeans and tee
i really must have been that dead . while she spent the night puking. im so sorry babe i should have woken up. great. im such a huge pig.
absolutely sulking now cause i have to study
procrestination at its best
i am better these days
oh! and i found 2 nice new places to stone! so happy
[headmusic]: where do i begin(is that the title?) by lauren hill

