Saturday, February 11, 2006 . 2:50 AM
i dunno what's wrong with meevery now and then i get hit by the smell of my dog
a sudden few whiffs then gone
it was like that since the 8th in the cruise.
i was lying in bed then again it hit me for that split second.
tessa thinks its a sensory thing. perphaps my clothes smell like him etc .
but no.
even in the cruise while walking it happened
sudden jolts like my dog with that medicated smell. he smelt like that too today.
perphaps i have seriously lost it
perphaps i am going mad
truly and honestly mad..
i dunno why
i decided to look at his photos just now then suddenly it hit me agian .
am i griefing that badly?
i know i am but to that extent?
i feel scared.
i thought in the cruise it's my imagination .. it think it's real this time.
agian !
i smell the vet
one point to note: i can smell a lie like i can smell my dog. this is true. i dunno why. call it a hunch. i don't buy your lie for a second.for it's too big and too beyond your normal days.
