Monday, August 13, 2007 . 12:55 AM
its been awhile since i last wrote anything on this blog.its been awhile since i last wrote anything at all.
nor have i spoken
a word
since
then.
i had an attack the other night
went timbre with mmv and then headed to the pub.timbre was happening. first time i ever went cause i never saw a good enough reason to. so i swung by as i heard nak was playing. mmv and nak chatted while i ordered a well deserved beer. was asking mmv how to pickup people. the stupid ass didnt wanna share trade secrets. urgh
did you know: on a friday/saturday night queueing at timbre take at least 30-45mins in the stupid warm weather? so i learnt.
anyway, then we headed to the pub and had beer and finish the damn bottle of chivas which was left there since how long ago when i was with leo.
i had another fit agian. and now im paying for it. i feel so tired. i feel guilty i shocked and scared mmv but i can't remember a damn thing.as usual the feedback was i was crying. i didnt bother to explain and im glad mmv didnt ask me why. perphaps its better this way..
to teddy lim:
i am sorrier then you think.
i have no words
i lost them all
though at one point in my life you wrote all the words i ever needed for me.
i remember them fully.
i remember the original apology.
thats all i can say
anymore.
you have said all there ever is to say between us.
you made your choice.
[HEADMUSIC]: blind by lifehouse
