Friday, May 05, 2006 . 1:30 AM
i hate graveyardsthe drink i mean.
met leo at the last offical paper of NUS sch life. its over. thank goodness. erm. it better be over man. anyway, met leo at coronation plaza to go fair price and grab food. we wind up buying 4 huge packets of enoki, 1 bag of kai lan, fishballs, tau kua, seafood flavoured soup base, all these to add on to the crab meats, abalone, tomatos, prawns etc for the huge steamboat for two. really was quite massive, luckily gorgia the tenant walked in and joined in finishing the food.
seriously full
had a beer to wash down all the loads of food but wound up feeling even fuller.
sexy lady joined us ard 10 and we all watched harry potter while me and leo were the last man ermm.. girls standing eating the steamboat. i wanna burp thinking about all that food. me and leo were taking snap shots of the food. i even took a video.
we changed took a cab down to ms
double o had no Q thank god. i looked at sexy and she looked at me " right , lucky no Q if not i bet we'll just tell the uncle go zouk now" sexy laffed at me and agreed.
lemme see what i drank .. goddamn awful killer
5 shots of rasberry/ribena shooters
6 whisky dry
1 teq shot (sexy and me drank before we left)
1 beer (for dinner)
1 graveyard(zouk)
actually looking at the list it aint impressive.
think the impressive and crap thing was that i drank all that within an hour at double o .
Y.E.S really. i know it was an hour because i was the offical timer and i timed us to leave the darn techno place asap to drag our butts to zouk.
at zouk thats when everything started going downhill
i did something stupid. im so sorry.
drinking really makes me stupid. do stupid things and absolutely despise myself the next day. its the second time i yelled. second time i did hurt you. i am sorry .. you can't imagine
i even made phonecalls i can't recall
and yeah i heard i was being darn bitchy. oh no .. *_*" damn bad lah.
and yes
the hell after was worse. today woke up feeling like shit. grabbed a cab to sia training centre. did the swimming and was okie. helplessly stood there while being scrutinised. then changed into the horrendous kabaya which everyone cant move/ cant breathe and wanted to die.
and haa no only one girl got picked to carry on
and no that girl isnt me. -shrugs- so be it. i still have one last try that i am allowing myself. some other time or something. since sch is semi over i want to kick back and shop, eat, play, drink, mj, lose my mind and simply just go mad. i miss going mad. something the old me was always running around doing. sighs
good time to read my nonsense books!
thinking if i should re-read my harry potter books. last time working in tannlines didnt really get to fully enjoy reading cause work and reading was half half. (hmmm... should i go back to tannlines to work?) hmmmmmmmmm... alotta hmmmmmmms. feel like im suffering some warped mid life crisis way too early. ah well .. we'll see
teddy asked me about SSF (singapore street fest)
i was like huh ? whats SSF? anyway don't mind seeing everyone agian. prolly would be fun esp since i havent got much ta do now. yuppers.
to those out there reading (friends and enemies alike )yeshhhh
i am offically free
date me out. sms me cus my phone is screwed. thx
i think i have put down alot of coffy dates etc. oh hell man .. okie get back to me ya?:) bloody shameless of me huh. ah well hell with it.
::I’m coming out of my cage
And everything is just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
And I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go I just can’t look, its killing me
And taking control Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes I’m Mr Brightside::
[headmusic]: broken by seether feat amy lee
[quote]: drinks kill. disappointment maims. this is why i alway pick to drink
: people are so full of shit these days i think they should start carrying portable loos
: my propensity to be stupid is at and all time high. i am so not amused.
