Sunday, May 07, 2006 . 2:48 AM
VENUS speaks out:GUYS!! Lemme relate this REALLY LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG “story”.
I’ve got myself a funny guy friend, A, whom I used to be rather close to. Somehow, some things “complicated” us & we moved apart for a while.
For instance, we kinda got rather apart due to some “silly” confessions made. Now, we’re still friends, just not as close as before. It’s quite sad you see, cuz in the first place, he wuz the one who took the initiative to make things look like it’s “happenin”… But, no, it wuzn’t so! Few months after “bein apart” & not meetin up, we kinda met up cuz of mutual friends who wanna have a gatherin & stuff. So we finally met again… After months of him “bein busy”, he managed to take some time off. Even after me askin him out cuz we stay so close, it never happened. Well wuz rather glad to see him again & talk & be happy for the few hours. We talked again. Well, if you say contactin for a few minutes at times durin bored days, yes. I actually wanted to meet up again for coffee & pass some stuff over to him & he said things like, “right we’ll meet some time this weekend… I’ll call you…” I’ve heard this line a million & one times. Well, probably not so much, but it’s already too hard to believe. But I actually still took it. I don’t know why, I probably wuz silly. Hah. Cuz he NEVER CALLED even after sayin he’d call, he’d call. What bullcrap! But we managed to meet again for some coffee, cuz of mutual friend AGAIN, & that’s when I managed to pass him the stuff & talk again. Amazin. There wuz one day I saw him some place with this girl with him. I asked him jokingly about who wuz there with him & he said somethin like, “oh it’s my guy friend.” I wuz thinkin, yeah right. Cuz HELLO?? It wuz OBVIOUSLY a girl. But anyway, somehow got to ask him somethin about that “girl” when I finally passed him the stuff. He said somethin like, “oh you know, we all have people we like & so we meet up for drinks & stuff, but we’re not datin. How hilarious. Words & pictures show that it’s actually hilarious, cuz what he says’ so untrue!!
He asked me a favor quite recently to help out somethin. & I agreed without much thinkin. I dunno why I wuz so silly to AGREE!! Sigh, but I did! & I wuz rather tired after the whole thing. Maybe I felt obliged, but I dunno why. I questioned myself – did I still care?? Well, maybe I did. But now, I think to myself. This person ain’t worth carin so much for! I told my mum about this incident which happened… She told me to FORGET IT, this guy’s useless. I can get someone better. But of cuz, after knowin his rubber time, him cheatin me about stuff… I still helped him with this favor. I spent nights without sleep. I didn’t sleep in the day even cuz I wuz afraid I wouldn’t be able to wake up to his calls. I didn’t eat cuz he told me we’d dine together. I did the finishin in the end, even after he said he’d do the rest of it. He asked for help but didn’t even tell me to stop & go take a rest, so I just completed it. He managed to sleep after the whole thing wuz done. I couldn’t cuz I had an interview early in the morning & had to prepare. We even had our “first quarrel” cuz of this favor. Both were super tired & stressed. He said he owes me a big one but I WONDER when’s it humanly possible, with his super tight time, to have that dinner. He seems to be rather RUBBER TIME when it comes to dealin with friends. Or is it just me? Seriously, he doesn’t stick to his time. GOSH!! He told me somethin like, “I’ll be there by max 8+pm.” But by 11pm, I’ve not eaten & I’ve not been given an estimated time that he’ll be back. So I’m left sittin like a silly nut till 1 friggin am, with people questionin me, “why are you still waitin? why did you even do him this favor when you knew what type of person he is?” I wanna tell them he’s not that bad. But when things like this happens, how can he not be THAT BAD? Man…
You see, the problem of another is, the “girl” is B. A is kinda datin B. Well, people say so. I can see so. But A says B isn’t his girl friend. & that B is a guy! Oh… When will he ever be right? I mean, come on… It’s not like I’ll be depressed with the answer that he IS DATIN HER. I don’t give. I don’t even care. I’d even congratulate you. So why should A hide me from that fact? When people I know, & he knows, know they are datin. Like hello? He doesn’t even have any idea I have friends who’s actually a friend of B. & I have EVIDENCE that B is a girl. A REAL girl, not a guy like he said she wuz. I mean, does he tell B I’m a guy too?? Man… who knows!!!
Well, what I’m tryin to say is… I think he wants love. From me, from B. some of the friends I’ve talked to about this say so. He doesn’t wanna “lose” me. In a way, I can feel he still cares. But by bluffin me, you’re not carin!! Your just cheatin me. & I hate bein cheated on. Which girl doesn’t? Well, if I wuz THAT desperate for him, I would’ve chased him to be my guy months ago… I wouldn’t even stop him from goin now. He can go if he wants to. But he’s still a friend. So, WHY CAN’T FRIENDS BE HONEST? GUYS!!! JUST. BE. HONEST!!!! Don’t understand man…
[editorial note]: and NO it is not yours truly writing this. boys and girls, im letting you guys air your views on my blogger. this is OFFICAL. i am simply an amused bystander admist the rubble. all postings will be nameless unless cleared by author of the postings (this applies to both genders) all you have to do is email me with your side of the story. it will be posted.
all i can do is simply sit back-
RELAXXX
and let the cat and dog fight begin. erm sorry, i mean mars vs venus..
cheers :)
